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2012-04-22

Why don’t you ever let anyone see the good in you?

When people see good they expect good. And I don’t wanna live up to anyone’s expectations.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22

Hope’s a bitch.

Get over it,

while you can.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22

Own it.

Live it.

Love it.

Stop being ashamed

of who you are.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

I am sorry I am not courageous in relationships as I am in life.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

I am sorry I am not brave enough to admit what I feel for you.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

Music silences the world, but turns up the volume of my thoughts.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

I like

not hearing

what is

going on

around me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

Dear life,

Will I fall in love with him, or is he just another toy?

Thanks.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

Because

music

makes

me

feel

alive.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

Because I simply like watching him as he’s asleep.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

Because he’s so imperfect. It makes me love him perfectly.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

The longer I live, the better I understand that life’s not a fairytale nor a movie.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-18

It is not like it used to be.

And the worst thing is, -

I miss it.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-16

Just stop talking.

Just kiss me.

Be my distraction.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-16

I’m in love with a man I can never have. And it’s driving me crazy. I’m out of control.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-16

All I can remember is hating you.

There may been a time when that was different,

but your choices have erased that.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-16

The worst feeling is when you can’t love anybody,

because your heart still belongs for a person that broke it into pieces.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-16

I hate

the moment

when my anger

finally turns

into tears.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-16

I do the stupid things very often.

For example:

I fall in love with idiots.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-09

And please never,

never break his heart

as I did.

Rodyk draugams

Lauksiu

2012-04-09

Laukiu…
Laukti yra gera, kai laukimas nedrasko širdies…
O aš laukiau ir širdies kartelėje vis dar lauksiu…
Nes myliu.. kaip nieko dar nemylėjau…
O laukimas drasko širdelę, bet aš sau, ir ne tik sau,
daviau pažadą, kad lauksiu, kad ir kiek laiko reiktų…
Meilė mano beribė… Ji iškęs viską… Aš žinau…
Laukiu… Laukiu…
Lauksiu…

Rodyk draugams

Ačiū ir atsiprašau…

2012-04-09

Atsiprašau už viską, ką blogo padariau, atsiprašau už viską, ko gero nepadariau.
Atsiprašau už nuotraukas, atsiprašau, kad užknisau.
Atsiprašau, kad tik dabar supratau viska. Tikrai nerašysiu, kaip aš jaučiuos, gi tai visai neįdomu ir nesvarbu dabar.
Ačiū už tuos prakeiktus 9 ar 10 metu..
Ačiū už tuos 4 metus atskirai.
Ačiū už gražius žodžius.
Ačiū, kad šiandien aš suaugau, kad pagaliau atėjau į protą.
Ačiū už tiek daug visko.. Ko dabar gal net nepaminėjau…
Ačiū, kad rytais pažadindavai.
Ačiū, kad padovanojai pirmą bučinį.
Ačiū, kad pildei mano norus.
Ačiū, kad saugojai.
Ačiū, kad per kiekvieną susitikimą gaudavau nuoširdžią šypseną ir tvirta apkabinimą.
Ačiū, kad turėjau apie ką rašyti eilėraščius, miniatiūras ir kurti dainas.
Ačiū už bemieges naktis dėl laimės ar nelaimės.
Ačiū, kad palaikydavai mane, daugiau nebesuklupsiu.
Ačiū, kad buvai mandagus.
Ačiū, kad su tavimi jaučiausi nuostabiai.
Ačiū, kad pagirdavai mane.
Ačiū už komplimentus.
Ačiū, kad paimdavai už rankos ar apkabindavai, kai bijodavau.
Ačiū, kad sušildydavai.
Ačiū, kad galėjau pasakot draugėms ir draugams, koks buvai TU nuostabus.
Ačiū, kad klausydavai mano atsiųstų dainų, daugiau taip nedarysiu.
Ačiū, kad leidai svajot apie tave.
Ačiū, kad gerbei mane.
Ačiū, kad tavo tėvai tokie nuostabūs
Ačiū, kad taip gerai sutarei su mano tėvais..
Ačiū, kad galbūt mylėjai.
Atsiprašau, kad visa tai virtualu.

Rodyk draugams

7-oji mianitiūra. Bet aš kitaip nemoku.

2012-04-09

Atsiprašau.
Aš Tavęs dar nepamiršau.
Aš šiąnakt Tave sapnavau.
Ir sapnuosiu Tave rytoj.
Ir savaitėj kitoj,
bent kartą pernakt,
galvosiu apie Tave.

Atsiprašau.
Bet nemoku kitaip.
Nesugebu.
Kvailai myliu Tave.
Ir per dažnai kartoju Tau dar tai.

Atsiprašau.
Per tris metus Tavęs nepamiršau.
Dar neišmokau būti be Tavęs.
Dar neužmiršau Tavo bučinių.
Apkabinimų.
Glamonių atsargiu.

Tavo veido užmiršt negaliu.
Ir, kaip aš jį ištrinsiu iš atminties,
jei kasdien žiūriu į Tavo nuotraukas…
Žinau kiekvieną Tavo bruožą.
Tavo kūno dalelytę…

Pasiilgau Tavo kvapo.
Ir kaip man užmiršt Tave,
jei Tu - mano Angelas.
Mano sargas.
Kuris visad mane saugojo, gynė…
Kuris visad už mane kovojo.
Neleido niekam skriaust.

Bet ir dabar Tu mane saugai.
Net ir už tūkstančių kilometrų,
Tu saugai mane.

Ačiū.
Atsiprašau.
Aš pamiršt Tavęs negaliu.

Mano dangau,
mano mėnuli,
spinduliuk…

Mano oras Tu esi.
Mano vanduo, mano kelias.
Mano sniegas, kuris dabar krenta
ant verkiančio mano veido.

Tu - mano meilė.
Mano Pasaulis.
Mano gyvenimas.
Be Tavęs manęs nebūtų.
Be Tavęs mano dangus sugriūtų.
Be Tavęs aš eilinį kart suklupčiau…

Nors Tu toli, ir nežinai, kaip aš kenčiu.
Prašau, tik nepalik manęs.
Neišeik.
Pabūk dar sekundę, dieną, metus
ir visą likusį gyvenimą…

Atsiprašau, kad apie tai rašau.
Bet juk aš kitaip nemoku.

Prašau.

Atsiprašau.

Gyvenu.

Klystu.

Bet aš myliu.

Myliu Tave!..

Atsiprašau.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-09

I don’t care if it hurts,
I want to have control.

I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.

I want you to notice,
when I’m not around.

You’re so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

Rodyk draugams

Daryk, ka nori

2012-04-09
Iš ašarų surinksiu tavo vardą
Iš atminties ištrinsiu tavo veidą
Bus skaudu kol tave pamiršiu
Bet taip bus geriau, savęs nebekankinsiu
Meluok meluok į valias
Man vis tiek jau tas pats
Daryk, ką nori tu
Neberūpi man jau, ar mes būsim kartu
Kalbėk kalbėk į valias
Man vis tiek jau tas pats
Gali ką nori žadėt
Nebelauksiu aš jau kol teiksies ateit
Iš ateities išbrauksiu tavo vardą
Iš savo skausmo sudėsiu tau šią dainą
Pabėgsiu nuo prisiminimų
Pasislėpsiu nuo jausmų, nuo kurių nepasprunku
Meluok meluok į valias
Man vis tiek jau tas pats
Daryk ką nori tu
Neberūpi man jau, ar mes būsim kartu
Kalbėk kalbėk į valias
Man vis tiek jau tas pats
Gali ką nori žadėt
Nebelauksiu aš jau kol teiksies ateit
Sudeginsiu mintis apie tave
Ištrinsiu iš širdies tavo vardą
Išsigydysiu šį sielos randą
Visiems laikams pamiršiu tavo veidą
Daugiau niekada nebelauksiu
Daugiau niekada tavęs nebešauksiu…

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-09

Nepažįsti manęs?
Žinoma, tu galvosi, kad aš eilinė panelė..
Bet ne..

Suklydai..
Aš ta dėl kurios sukasi Pasaulis..
Dabar, po tų žodžių manai, kad aš pasikėlusi?
Klysti..
Nesu tokia..

Esu atvira sau..
Paprasta TAU.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-09

I’m not a hero, baby.

I don’t do good.

It’s not in me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

She has gorgeous eyes.

Kind of meaningful, kind of hopeful, God knows…

However, after he saw her, he came back home

And the night has come…

At night, he couldn’t fall asleep, he kept thinking why,

Why she seemed to be different,

He was wondering,

What did she feel, when she saw him,

What did she think about him…

He couldn’t understang,

Why was he unable to understand,

What was she thinking.

Why she was different…

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

Smiling at someone

who hates You

just to piss

them off.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

Because I

simply liked

every minute

spent with you

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

It’s good to fall in love. Specially, with me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

Today you are going crazy about him.

After a week he’s too boring for you.

After a month you hate him.

And later - you forget everything.

Isn’t this a story of all ‘This is a happy ending’?

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

I’m never with you.

But I’m always yours.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

A girl with a strong temper,

which knows what she wants,

that never thinks for a long time

and always goes for a guy’s heart.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-08

- Can he make you smile like I did?

- No. But atleast, he doesn’t make me cry like you did.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

For the past few years

I thought I will never love anybody

as much as I loved you.

Nevertheless, I met someone.

Even if that someone hurt me,

I’m happy,

because I learned how to love again.

And it was something true.

Because this time every hug and kiss

didn’t remind me of you.

I think it was the time when I let you go.

And this time it was for real.

And now…

Now I’m free and I don’t say

good morning or good night to you.

I think this is called a growing up.

And I did grow up.

Now only sweet memories are left,

with no regrets or longing to be together.

And this is a life!

My life.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Her eyes became so empty.

Became so meaningless.

Became so full of sadness.

Searching for something.

Searching for his eyes.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Me: I don’t want you. I don’t need you. I don’t miss you. I don’t love you.

Heart: I cannot live without you!!!

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Nobody has a rigth to take away somebody’s happiness.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

She believed in him.

Believed his lies.

Then found the truth.

Went in the argument with him.

She realised she can’t live without him.

So did he.

Then they apologised each other

and started dating again.

Althoug now, she was the one that’s lying.

Now, he was the one with a broken heart.

She realised she’s worth a better one.

He still needed her.

But she was already in love with other one,

who really couldn’t live without her.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

There’s nothing more important than people and things that make you happy.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

You know that rainy-weather thing… Well, it gives me a depression.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Because the promises you told me, sounded so real, I can’t believe they were just random lies.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

I better feel the bitterness of the smokes in my mouth than your love.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

All my love I gave to you.

Why did you take it and run away?

Why did you let it come to an end?

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Because his love was all she knew.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Where is the love?

And where is the truth?

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

People kiss, people swear.

People hug, people fight.

People give a promise, people lie.

People love, people hate.

People live, people die.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

Today is

the day,

when my

middle finger

answers to

all of the

questions.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

When you asked me the other day, if I’m in love with anybody, I said no.

But deep inside me, my heart was screaming:

- Yes! I am in LOVE! With one idiot that now is asking me that!

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-27

In

the

silence

of

my

dream.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-21

-Why did you stop smiling?

-Because he’s not with me anymore.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-21

You can forgive everything for a person you love. But the question is, will you still love that person?

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-21

You shouldn’t ask God’s for an easier life. You should ask him to give you the strenght to survive.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-21

Don’t tell me you miss me, if it’s your fault that i’m not with you now.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-21

Because when you were holding me, I felt, like I’m in the safest place in the world.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-06

Actually, I have a perfect memory, so when I say ‘I don’t remember’; I just don’t want to talk about it.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-04

She often used to put an ice queen’s mask.

It was an adorable face with an ice cold eyes.

With confidential moves she was able to have every guy she wants.

The girls we jelous and hated her.

The guys adored her and always showed attention.

But this wasn’t the thing she wanted.

She never loved anybody.

She used to come back home and cry until she falls asleep.

And every tear, running down her face was cutting it

and reminding that she will never have him.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-01

When will i finally realize,

there’s no such a thing

as happy ending.

I’m not a princess,

and life’s not a fairytale.

Rodyk draugams

2012-02-01

Because I simply adore your smile.

Because I could sink
in the deepness of your blue eyes.

Because every single day has a perfect ending,
no matter how bad it was.

Because you always give me a strong hug
and sincere kiss.


Rodyk draugams

2012-01-30

Because now I am starting to think, that it is time for me to let him go.

Maybe it’s about the time to forget him, forget the past

and stop making the plans for the future that will never be.

Realizing that.. Well, that feeling - sucks.

And it’s like… I’m happy and everything…

But then the pain comes from the inside…

And kills it. Kills the happiness and a piece of me.

I just wonder, how long I can stand this…

Because that proccess of killing seems endless…

Like.. I feel that I no longer think about that,

but then, one day, i hear some song.

Then I keep repeating it until i break down into tears…

And I keep crying. Crying for one hour… Few hours…

Then I fall asleep.. No matter when, but I wake up from my alarm clock.

I dress up, do my make up, eat and go to school.

Then, I turn on my music and put that stupid smile on my face.

And nobody realizes how I really feel.

I pretend to be happy, like nothing ever happened.

And everybody believes that.

I’m proud I’m such a good liar.

The end of tonight’s story.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-25

Your honest smile

gives me the butterflies

in my belly.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-19

Because happiness

never lasts

as long as

sadness does.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-17

Because one person’s love

can’t make both of them HAPPY.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-17

Because sometimes things doesn’t go the way you want to.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

You look like a vampire!

Because?

Because your hands are always cold,

your eyes are very bright

and you have no humanity.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

I like you.

I like you for your smartness and madness.

I like you for your calmness and crazyness.

But most of all,

I like you because you switch on my humanity.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

I miss the way you used to treat me,

when we were together.

And now you’re just ignoring me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

It’s hard to live with you.

However it’s impossible

to live without you.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

If I fall in love with you..

I will love you forever.

Please don’t hurt me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

Because sometimes

wanting is not enough.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

Lately i have forgotten

what it means to seek my dream.

And then, one evening,

you showed me what is happiness,

and reminded me, why i’m here,

sadly, far away from you.

But i’m just making my dreams come true.

And i can’t give up my future on you.

Not because you wouldn’t do the same.

But because, at first we both need to reach our dreams

even if it means a thousand miles away from each other.

Bur it’s better like this.

After few years we will have everything we want.

And the only question will be, if we still wanna be together.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-16

Because now I realised:

I have nobody to share my happiness.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

Love me for my madness,

crazy minds and that childish naivety.

And hug me,

when I am very angry

or jelous for no reason.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

I just miss being somebody’s little girl.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

I’m not rude to you.

I just don’t give a fuck

about us anymore,

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

Because sometimes

one kiss

can fix everything.

And at the same time -

destroy your life.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

Because

I am so confused.

I can’t even put

my minds in order.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

And suddenly

he became

one of those people,

I hate the most.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

I just don’t know

if i’m doing everything

atleast alright.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

And just

when I was about

to fall in love

with him,

he showed me

his worst side

and I decided

to stay on my own.

Again.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

Smile

for the people

you pass by.

Let them have

a dream about you.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

If there’s no smile

on my face

that doesn’t mean

i’m angry or what.

It just means

that it’s not

as good as it was.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

If im not

feeling good,

it doesnt mean

I will look bad too.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-15

Because the sound

of your voice

doesn’t make me

happy anymore.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-10

I understand that there is ONE god

and all the religions are

just different ways to talk/appeal to him.

I don’t belong to any of the religion,

because people made it as organisation,

with all the privileges, infrastructure

and opportunity to reach a career…

But I don’t need to be part of organisation

to be able to talk with Lord.

At the end, I do believe that there’s something

that person’s mind can’t understand.

Yet, I do not know if I believe in God.

But I know only thing, that I trully believe in Angels.

However, i also don’t know if I believe in devils too.

But in my understanding, if there’s an Angel,

there’s a devil too.

Nevertheless, I think, that if you hide pain

[in this case - bad things],

it just dissapears.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-10

The

only

one

I

can

count

on

is

me

.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-10

I’m not a hero, baby.

I don’t do good.

It’s not in me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-10

I dont wanna get over.

I wanna get him back.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-10

Daaamn,

everybdy around me

keeps fallin’ in love and talkin’ about it…

Like people don’t know what it is…

They keep tellin me

they know what love is.

But actually

love is different for each of us.

Love makes you do crazy things.

Love for me means never giving up, it means waiting.

All I need is a litte bit of hope so I could wait forever.

But maybe if I change, if I can prove to you that I’m worth loving -

maybe someday, I’ll be that girl for you again…

But after a while you all have those ‘ended love’ posts.

And you know what? True love never ends.

And the thing is, I don’t wanna get over my past, I learned a lot from it.

And you know what, I better fall in chocolate and stay in a relationship with music and happiness.

And you all can fall in love and have problems.

My life is complicated enough, when I’m on my own.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-10

Some people think that i’m very active girl, 

and usually, the one, who leaves the parties last.

However, truthfully, I really like calmness.

I like to be alone, and daydream for hours.

I light up the candle,

make a cup of cofee with milk

and I sit near an open window

untill the midnight.

I write letters, talk with myself,

think, and sometimes - cry,

for no reason,

for having no worries.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-08

Even in childhood, I didn’t give myself low targets.
Once, my granny said:
‘Treat yourself as you put an arrow in the crossbow.
And then, draw the crossbow as tight as you can
and let the arrow go.
Not necessary and not always you will hit the target,
but if you wont draw the crossbow tight,
you will hit nothing.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-08

The most beautiful line is

”But, I love You”.

The most painful line is

”I love You, but…”.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-08

“Maybe if I change -

if I can prove to you

that I’m worth loving -

maybe someday

I’ll be that girl for you again.”

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-07

She doesn’t care about anybody, but herself.

But she loved you.

Humanity is her greatest weakness.

No matter how easy it is to turn it of,

it just keeps trying to fight back in.

Sometimes she lets it.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-07

When I need to share my happiness,
or when I need somebody to support me,
when my world is falling to pieces..
You are here.
And I know, you will always be.
You will be tomorrow and forever.

Rodyk draugams

2012-01-07

If necessary,
I can tell you fairytales.
I will kiss your eyes.
I will be next to you when you will need that.
I will hold your hand.
But I will never feel the same for you as I felt for him.

Rodyk draugams

Life is yours.

2012-01-05

Look at you.
You’re young.
And you’re scared. Why are you scared?
Stop being paralyzed.
Stop swallowing your words.
Stop caring what other people think.
Wear what you want to wear.
Say what you wanna say.
Listen to the music you want to listen to.
Play it out loud as fuck and dance to it.
Go out for a drive at midnight
and forget that you have school the next day.
Stop waiting for Friday.
Live now.
Do it now.
Take risks.
Tell secrets.
This life is yours.
When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?

Rodyk draugams

2011-12-30

Because you said, you would never forget me.

And how’s everything now?

No…

Please, don’t tell me you still have some thoughts and that you still remember that winter, when we met, and I kissed you with my trembling lips…

Don’t lie, because I won’t believe what you are saying.

I won’t believe you if you say you still remember me…

Don’t tell me you still remember how it was good to be together…

I won’t believe you.

Do you remember this?: “There will be a time, when you will forget me”.

And to ensure me, you were always saying: “That time will never come”.

That day I also asked you, why am I so different for you?

And you just said: “You’re just very important for me, because I love you.”

Rodyk draugams

2011-12-30

“Ji tokia, kokia nori būti pati.

Kartais linksma, o kartais liūdna.

Kartais Ji pykstasi su tais, kuriuos myli,

kartais su tais,kuriuos gerbia.

O kartais..

kartais Ji palūžta ir nebenori nieko matyti..”

Rodyk draugams