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Nauja

2014-12-02 parašė agnut27

As taip bijau isimyleti.
As tik dabar tai supratau.
Juk permiegoti su zmogumi man taip lengva, o vat ji myleti..
Myleti zmogu yra sunku..
Reikia ne tik moketi prie zmogaus prieiti, kad sis atsivertu,
Bet reikia ir paciai atsiverti..
Reikia tam zmogui parodyti ne tik nuoga kuna…
Tas zmogus daznai nori matyti ir nuoga siela..
Bet kaip gi baisu, atiduoti nuoga savo siela jam.
Pasitiketi, patiketi ir leisti…
Liesti, globoti, saugoti….
Ir baisu.
Velniskai baisu, kad viskas sugrius…
O jauties tokia trapi, tokia pazeidziama…
Ir tada iskyla klausimas, o gal geriau begti?…
Gal geriau begti ir neatsigrezti,
iskaudinti kita o ne likti iskaudintai?
Gal geriau nebebandyti, o tiesiog…. laukti?..
O gal vis delto pasilikti?
Gal pasilikti, pabandyti?
Gal si karta neskaudes?
Gal si karta tai pavyks?
Gal si karta mes abu mylesim…
Galbut…
Galbut si istorija netures pabaigos.

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-13 parašė agnut27

As vis dar laukiu. Jo zinutes, skambucio, pasirodymo ar laisko.
As laukiu jo,nors jau daug metu zinau, kad nesulauksiu.
Ach tas laukimas…
Maldauju, kasnors…
Priverskit ta laukima isnykti..

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Ar daug zmoniu mate tikraja Tave?

be makiazo, be dailiu drabuziu, be tobulos sukuosenos?..

O kiek is ju zino ta tikraja Tave?

be melo, be pagrazinimu, su visom ydom?..

Ir kiek yra tokiu, kurie mate Tavo nuoguma?

ne. Ne Tavo nuoga kuna.

O nuoga Tavo siela.

Kiek zmoniu prie Taves prisiartino labai arti?

taip arti, jog Tavo sirdis ir siela butu nuginkluota?

taip arti, jog vienas staigus judesys ir jie suzalotu Tave?

Vienas? Du?

tai tik irodo, kad nuogas kunas yra niekis,

palyginus su nuoga siela.

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Ar gali isivaizduoti pasauli be Jo?

Neprisiminti Jo kvapo, lupu skonio?
Pamirsti, ka reiskia buti Jo glebyje?
Nesvajoti apie bendra ateiti ir
Nebekurti planu, kur Jus kartu.
Nelaukti, kol Jis ateis i lova ir
Nesitiketi pusryciu i lova?

Iseiti is Jo gyvenimo ir niekada nebegrizti.

Uzdaryti duris ir viska pamirsti.

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Dabar ji jau nebe ta naivi mergina,

kuri tikejo, kad meile buna tyra.

Dabar mergina jau kito gleby,

prisiekusi meile pries Dievo akis.

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Ejo dienos, bego valandos,

o ji kaip sedejo nezinioje,

taip ir liko prasmegus joje…

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Kai nebegali susikaupti, nes
visos mintys tik apie ji.
Tik tada Tu suprasi, kad
pasaulis be Jo - tai
lyg pasaulis be prasmes…

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Jis tyliai melde jos pasilikti.
Ji tyliai kartojo jog:
To, kas prarasta jau nesugrazinsi.
Tai, kas isejo, niekada jau nebus musu.
Ir tokio stebuklo jau nebesukursi.
Nes tai buvo netiketai prasminga.
Ir suteike prasme gyvenantiems sioj zemej.
Nes tai, kas nutiko buvo ypatinga.

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Jos dienos tyliai slinko, kol
jis galvojo, ka ji pasirinks…
Ir malda gyvybes palikimo
buvo tyliai istarta..

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Ji skaiciavo minutes,

kada viskas prasides.

Kol jis ramiai miegojo,

nezinodamas jos nerimo priezasties

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Net butelis vyno nenumalsins

sio skausmo sirdyje…

Ir jis nenuplaus to

gumulo mano gerkleje…

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Know this:

I am addicted to you.

I have tasted your mind,

and I cannot forget its flavor.

Rodyk draugams

2014-11-12 parašė agnut27

Buna, kad sedi…

Lauki savo autobuso,

o jo kaip nera, taip nera….

Ir…

Apimtas nevilties sedi i bet kuri kita….

O tada staiga pamatai,

kad arteja Tavasis…

Ir taip ne tik su autobusais….

Rodyk draugams

Neregetas Forestas Gampas

2014-04-30 parašė agnut27

Keista, kai rodos niekada negirdeta melodija Tu pats imi ir kartoji tukstanti kartu, ir vis bandai prisiminti, kur tu ja girdejai, ar kada ismokai, ar siaip, kodel Tu ja vis girdi?…

Man - kaip pianistei, kuri groja pianinu daugiau nei 15 metu, gal 4 is ju buvo smalsu, kodel kaskart, kai aplanko liudesys as imu grot ta pacia melodija? Kartais vienaip ar kitaip ja tarsi - pagrazindama.. Vis bandydama atspet, kur as ja girdejau, ar kuo ji man tokia ypatinga?… Deja.. Nesekmingai.

Siandiena, pagaliau po daugelio metu, isgirdau ta ‘nelemta’ melodija, kuri tiek metu skambejo mano galvoje ir buvo atspindeta mano pirstu miklume ant pianino, kuomet as liudedavau. Siandiena as ja pagaliau isgirdau, ir negaliu nustoti klausyti. Vel ir vel, ji groja ‘ant repeato’ pas mane…. Ir zinote, kokia tai melodija? Tai - Forrest Gump - piano theme. Butent, viena dalis is to kurinio.. Tiek metu grota, tiek metu ‘atklausyta’, tiek metu isklausyta…

O zinot, kas svarbiausia? As niekada niekada nebuvau maciusi to filmo. Ir turbut niekad nebuvau girdejus tos melodijos. P gal kazkada isgirdau. Ir ji man istrigo sirdy. Giliai giliai. Iki dabar.

Rodyk draugams

2014-01-16 parašė agnut27

Ir as zinau - uztektu vieno Tavo mielo zodzio ir as vel sypsociausi labiau nei bet kada.

Ir sianakt as mintimis miegosiu kartu su tavimi.

Rodyk draugams

Brangiausiajam…

2014-01-16 parašė agnut27

- Ko tu nori iš manęs?

- Laikyti tavo ranką savuose delnuose, kalbėtis per naktis, žiūrėti į tavo akis, matyti tavo besišypsančias lūpas, laukti, kol pabusi ir glostyti tavo plaukus, klausytis tavo balso, juoko, garsaus riksmo, noriu apkabinti ir laikyti stipriai, noriu, kad pasitikėtum manimi, kad leistum būti šalia, kad suprastum koks tu man brangus, kad leistum išmokyti tave mylėti, kad lauktum manęs, kad žinotum, jog nieko gyvenime nėra gražiau, brangiau, ypatingiau, svarbiau, paprasčiau už tave… Kad neišeitum..

Rodyk draugams

2013-05-19 parašė agnut27

Dvi didžiausios kvailystės, neretai sugriaunančios santykius -
vyro principai ir moters išdidumas…
Reikia išmokti nugalėti savo ambicijas.
Jei branginate buvimą kartu.

Rodyk draugams

2013-05-18 parašė agnut27

And it feels good.
Everything was good.
And then he came back.
All the memories, everything…
Every single detail about him..
It just came back.

I could have smelt him,
I could have felt him,
I knew I could have touched him.

I just knew.
That second he was there, he was with me again.

It was like he was just standing next to me.
All the memories came back,
everything about him felt so real.
Like it have never felt before.

And there I was….
Standing still.
Feeling everything.
Feeling what I wanted to forget the most.
Everything that should have disappeared three years ago.

I was there.
Everyone was there.

I could have seen him,
heard him…
Just there.
Just me.
On my own.
Again.

It was good.
It felt real, I was feeling alive,
I was alive like I was never before.
I was alive.
I could have felt everything again.

I could have, but I didn’t.

Rodyk draugams

2013-05-18 parašė agnut27

Švelniom rankutėm siekdama karamelinio dangaus niekada nepagalvojau kad esu per maža.

Siekdama savo tikslo, niekada nepagalvojau kad kažkas pasaulyje yra NEĮMANOMO.

Nes sėdėdama ant pasaulio krašto nebijosiu nušokti.

Rodyk draugams

2013-05-18 parašė agnut27

Aš noriu tave mylėti, bet nenoriu tavęs pasisavinti.
Aš noriu vertinti tave be jokių svarstymų.
Aš noriu prisijungti prie tavęs, bet nenoriu įsiveržti į tavo gyvenimą.
Aš noriu prašyti, bet nenoriu reikalauti.
Aš noriu tau padėti, bet nenoriu tau priekaištauti dėl tavo klaidų.
Jeigu ir tu nori to paties - aš su tavimi.

Rodyk draugams

Jog dar gyvenu.

2013-01-15 parašė agnut27

Man skauda.
Beprotiškai skauda.
Galvą, krūtinę, kojas, nugarą… Viską.
Tiesiog aš jau taip pripratau prie to skausmo, kad jo beveik nejaučiu.
Tiesiog kartais, vidinis, širdelės skausmas būna toks didelis,
jog rodos viskas vėlei skauda, kaip pirmą kartą.
Tačiau tik širdies skausmas dabar parodo, ir leidžia pajusti,
jog dar alsuoju,
jog dar gyvenu.

Rodyk draugams

2012-10-01 parašė agnut27

Ir as myliu. Beprotiskai myliu ji.
Jo zvilgsni kuriame paskestu.
Myliu visas akimirkas praleistas kartu.
Zodzius istartus vienas kitam.
Nes as ne dienos negaliu be jo.
Nes jis supranta mane.
Nors pazystu trumpai,
As siela atiduodu visa jam.
As noriu myleti.
Noriu myleti ji.
Esu pasiruosus myleti.
Ir tikiu, tikiu, kad jis pasiruoses taip pat.
Nes as beprotiskai myliu ji.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-22 parašė agnut27

Love - in veins.

Tendernesn - in soul.

You - in her minds.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-22 parašė agnut27

Ji neverkia.

Jos balsas gražus.

Jos akys didelės ir žydros.

Ji negyvena pagal taisykles.
Ji jas diktuoja.

Ji visada atrodo puikiai.

Ir ji visada tave apkalbinės,
ir padarys taip, kad atrodytum
prastesnė už ją.

Ir dėl to nesigailės.

Praeis su pašaipia šypsena
aukštai iškėlusi galvą.

Ji nesistengs būt geresnė.

Ji galvos, kad tokia yra.

Ji ta, dėl kurios tu eisi iš proto.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-22 parašė agnut27

Ir šiandiena aš, sau leisiu tą patį.
Leisiu juoktis, šypsotis, svajoti…
Svajoti taip, kaip svajodavau kai man budavo vos penkeri.
Kaip gaila, kad kartais netenkame svajonių.
Tiesiog paleidžiame jas i dangų ir tikimės, kad grįš…
Bet jos išskrenda, ir nebegrįžta.
O mes, vis laukiam…
Leisiu sau manyti jog
jų kažkam reikia daug labiau nei man.
Juk man jau nebe penkeri, turiu suvokti,
kad kartais svajonės laimės neatneša.
O kažkas vis dar tiki.
Tiki, jog svajonės pildosi.
Bet dėja…
Dėja tai ne aš.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-22 parašė agnut27

Ji kvepia lietum ir cinamonu.
Ji mėgsta vakarus,
kofeiną ir mėtines cigaretes.
Ji gyvena naktimis, o dieną miega.
Ji negali gyventi
be muzikos mp3 grotuve, cigarečių,
kavos ir Tavęs ♥

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

Ouh, you’re a Princess?

But I am THE QUEEN,

Bitch.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

I’m not mad or crazy. It’s just my world is different than yours.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

She can sit like this for hours.
Listen to the same sad song.
Wipe her tears away with a soaked tissue.
And keep on proving that she doesn’t care about anything.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

Sometimes, it’s not the person you miss.
It’s the feelings and moments you had with them.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

You - go to hell. And I’m going to make some tea.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

Buckets of tea and tones of chocolate won’t make a longing better.
When I could give everything and anything,
in order to fall asleep in your arms, tenderly hugging you.
And every time I see you, I would want to hug you.
End every time I hug you, I would want to never let you go…

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-06 parašė agnut27

Our sadness is not sad at all.
It’s just that our happiness is cheap.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-03 parašė agnut27

And his calmness enchanted me so much, I felt in love.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-03 parašė agnut27

And I love how just being with you
makes me the happiest person
In the whole world.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-03 parašė agnut27

And she fel in love with a man she never trully knew.

Rodyk draugams

2012-09-03 parašė agnut27

I do not need to see you everyday
to know that deep in my heart,
is a place, where I keep you,
and where my love for you
will always be true.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

A toast!:

For those sins

You do at night

With the food

That makes you happier.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

Because you were so imperfect, you made me perfectly fall in love with you.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

Sometimes… Candle, a cup of coffee and a book.. Sometimes they are all you need.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

Because I don’t know how to let you go.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

I don’t need a prince.

I need a man.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

Maybe I was on my own for too long.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

Someday…

Somehow…

I am gonna make one guy a happy man.

Rodyk draugams

2012-06-06 parašė agnut27

Sometimes, music and a cup of tea is all you need.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-26 parašė agnut27

Perfect make-up and gorgeous blue eyes are incapable to hide the diamonds running from your eyes.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-26 parašė agnut27

Love, is when you hear his voice for three minutes, but you keep smiling for two hours.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-26 parašė agnut27

Party like a Rockstar, play like an All Star, live like a Movie Star and f**k like a Pornstar…

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-22 parašė agnut27

I don’t need those forced feeling from feeling guilty.

And yet I’m not that good actress to pretend a loving girl.

And I’m sorry if I’m being selfish.

I will say no for playing with people’s feelings.

Because I want to love.

Honestly and without lies.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-22 parašė agnut27

I’m crazy and I don’t like sitting at home.

Sometimes I can be childish.

Sometimes I can be serious.

I am jelous, because I want to be the only one for you.

I hate the lie, because it hurts.

If you love me, I will be the best for you.

If you don’t - I won’t be yours at all.

If you fed me up, I will quickly get bored of you.

If you walk away, I won’t let you to come back.

It’s your choice to stay with me or run away.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-22 parašė agnut27

I just need somebody to mess my world up and make me believe in fairytales again.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-22 parašė agnut27

Maybe I will always have that drug-addiction for misunderstood illusions…

And will be smiling ironically…

Thinking that everybody believed in my lie…

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-22 parašė agnut27

I can make food and I like vodka.

I watch basketball and play football.

I never have headaches.

I don’t lie and I have my own money.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-22 parašė agnut27

You try to lie to your self,

But the melting snow

In your little hand tells all the truth…

You want to prove,

you don’t care about anything…

But his eyes…

His eyes make you tremble again.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-19 parašė agnut27

There are no perfect relationships. You just have to find a person who is as crazy as you.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-19 parašė agnut27

Because I simply don’t like waking up without you sleepin next to me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-19 parašė agnut27

And I just miss believing in all those lies you used to tell me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-19 parašė agnut27

I don’t know what I want more,

To be free or be somebodys’ little girl.

Perhaps, being yours,

Would be the greatest choice.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-19 parašė agnut27

If being with you means being wrong,

Then I don’t wanna be right anymore.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-19 parašė agnut27

She never knew how to be alone.

Se hated being on her own.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

Love, is when you hear his voice for three minutes, but you keep smiling for two hours.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

Guys that use an awesome parfume. God, I LOVE YOU!

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

I can be the nicest person you have ever met. Or I can be the biggest bitch in your life.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

And I feel pleasure to smile!

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

I curse the day you came into my life.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

And somebody loves those little things that you don’t even notice.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

I feel such an idiot, for thinking that for one second I wouldn’t have to feel guilty anymore. Guily for one thing that I want. You.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

You don’t know who I am. You only know the weakest part of me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

If it didn’t matter, you wouldn’t be thinking about that.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

Why can’t you just tell me how you feel,

because how you act is confusing me.

You walk by me like I’m no one,

you smile at me like I’m anyone,

you hug me like I’m someone…

but kiss,

the way you kiss me,

its as if I’m the only one.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

Late at night

when all the world is sleeping,

I stay up and think of you…

and I wish on a star

that somewhere

you’re thinking of me, too.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

It’s weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

All I’m asking for is one night together.

Just you and me.

All alone.

And if you can honestly say

you don’t feel anything for me after that night,

I will finally let you go.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

The worst thing is when music reminds you of that one person you want to forget the most.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

I just wonder, what thoughts you get when somebody says my name :)

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

Seems like nothing happened. But I still cannot forget.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

Perfect make-up

and gorgeous blue eyes

are incapable to hide

the diamonds running

from your eyes.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

I miss your warmth, your body.

I miss that laugh that makes me smile.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-09 parašė agnut27

She hurts and she cries,

but you can’t see the depression in her eyes,

because she just smiles.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-08 parašė agnut27

Do you know what it means to cry at nights?

Try your best to overtake yourself,

but somebody stronger than you resists.

Do you know what it means

to wait for him to come back?

Wait for his text?…

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-08 parašė agnut27

She flirts with everyone, but loves only you.

She seduces everybody, but could never betrayal you.

She is loved by all of them, but is only yours.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-08 parašė agnut27

I am too cynical to listen to your opinion.

I am too haughty, to try to get your attention.

I don’t give a damn about people I don’t know.

But for the ones I love - I can do anything.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-08 parašė agnut27

And I regret it.

I really regret that in most situations I said ‘NO’.

When my ‘YES’, could have changed my life in a better way.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-08 parašė agnut27

We put the ‘coma’s’ in places where we should put a full stop, for too often.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-08 parašė agnut27

I have no time for hating the people

who hates me.

I’m too busy with loving the people

who loves me.

Rodyk draugams

2012-05-02 parašė agnut27

I just want you to know,

if you come closer -

I will never let you go.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-29 parašė agnut27

I think

what messes us up the most

is that we all have

this perfect picture

in our minds

of how thigs

are supposed to be.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-29 parašė agnut27

I hate not having control of what is going on.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-29 parašė agnut27

He kissed me.

And now it’s weird.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-29 parašė agnut27

I need help.

I can’t fight it anymore.

And I’m too ashamed to ask for some.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-29 parašė agnut27

And if i promise to you

to switch off my bitchy attitude,

Will you promise me

to never hurt me?

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-23 parašė agnut27

There are days,

when you can listen for the same song

whole day.

Those days may be sunny,

like today,

or rainy -

like yesterday.

You may be happy or sad.

But only that one song

will fully describe you.

Will make your feelings stronger.

Will make your happiness longer

or your sadness - more painful.

At the end, it’s your choice

to listen to the song

or no.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-23 parašė agnut27

Even though we cannot be together,

we also cannot deny,

we have no feelings for each other.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22 parašė agnut27

Because only your blue eyes
can make me smile even on my worst day.

Because only your voice
can make me laugh even when i cry.

And only your hands
can make me feel like there’s nothing to be scared of.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22 parašė agnut27

HE sees when SHE is sad.

HE holds when SHE breaks.

HE hears when SHE cries.

AND

HE cares when SHE is totaly not fine.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22 parašė agnut27

She might look perfect.

But the thruth is,

She’s not feeling that good.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22 parašė agnut27

Do you know what my problem is?
I will tell you, what my problem is…
I like you.
I like your name.
I like the way you look at me.
I like your gorgeous smile.
I like the way you walk.
I like your beautiful eyes.
I like the sound of your laugh.
I like the way you get mad.
I like the way I don’t understand you at all.
I like the way, I can be having the worst day of my life
and seeing you completely changes my mood.
I like, how, when you touch me, I get weak…
That’s my problem.

Rodyk draugams

2012-04-22 parašė agnut27

If you were a bird,

where would you go?

Rodyk draugams